a little c

because I refuse to give it a big one

30.12.10

Posted by wendy on 2010/12/30

I’m reading more of my handbook and it’s been a bit of a help this morning.   I will (very grudgingly, dammit) admit that is actually a comfort to me to read that what I’m feeling is normal.  Feeling alone is normal, being depressed is normal.  It’s kind of nice to feel normal, even if it’s the whacky, messed up stupid kind of normal.  As much as I dislike my breast cancer handbook, there are parts of it that are helping me and moving me into acceptance, which I suppose is good.  Granted, it’s not so much moving me into acceptance, as it is dragging me kicking and screaming, but I guess whatever works, works.

I have  friends who’ve been through this fight and they  all give me the same advice–feel what you feel and don’t beat yourself up over it.   Good to know in theory, hard to put into practice.  pfft.

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